And why I'm still gone.

Let's face it, there is drama everywhere on the internet.

There is no way to avoid it, but I don't deny that things have been much happier since I left this account. Have I been irresponsible? Maybe. When am I ever responsible, though? For that, you all have my apologies, and I am trying to get a better job so I can just pay everyone back and put the rest of this behind me.

I will honestly try to do commissions this week, as I have drawn Sonic already in the last few days and I feel comfortable with him.

Which brings me to the point of this journal.

Someone made the assumption that I am miserably unhappy today.

Don't be confused. I am just loud and obnoxious. I bitch about things. I love bitching. Love it. L-O-V-E. "Call me Captor and let me thlap that ATH" level of bitching okay. (you know who you are bb)

Bitching about the mundane gets me through the day. It's how I connect, it's how I relate. It's not just whining. I try to tell things in a way that is amusing or even just a way that lets out pent-up energy from suppressing my actual response until it's appropriate.

But this fandom and even the professionals who build this fandom, WOW just WOW.

I know there are some of you who wouldn't have drama come within a mile of you, but considering the wars, oh god the wars in this fandom, it really was overwhelming. Not only wars, but shocking animosity with anyone who disagrees. No, not even disagrees, likes something else, or thinks differently, or is transgendered, or writes in purple ink.

Come on, people.

Ship and let ship. Draw and let draw. Fap and let fap. Live and let live.

What does it hurt you if Sara likes SatAM and Joe likes Fleetway? Why is Sonally any more dangerous to you getting three square meals than Sonamy? Who took the most dumps on Archie Sonic: Flynn or Penders? Why do bitches love wwhales? WHO GIVES A FUCK.

I was having legitimate doubts last week as for why I left the fandom, and if it was really better where I now reside. Like a patron saint, a gentleman descended upon me to explain just why exactly my current fandom followers were total shit. Simply put, he didn't like the comic.

Oh. Oh.

So it's because we don't have your taste and you have perceived anonymity to say what you will and damn anyone else. Cool.

No offense, but I see no reason to stick around with someone who invents problems. Bitch about your day all you want, but at least let it be about something that genuinely effected you, babe. Got nooo sympathy for "HE LIKES SOMETHING I DON'T WAAAAHHH".

In this one incident, I recalled the thousands who came before him. The wars, the malicious pranks on innocent filmmakers, the cold stabs by friends in the night, the sneaking around and the lying just to get people to befriend you without knowing you were friends with someone else.

It made me thankful for what I have. I don't miss this community for what it is. I am happy, even surrounded by callous personalities on a daily basis. I think it's because none of them make it their personal fucking agenda to fuck you up for daring to blink in their direction.

TL;DR:
I just thought I would update you guys on where I stand on my departure. It was not a thing of sadness... I just found a sense of belonging... and I'm sorry anyone misunderstood.

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